lost love....

At night, I close my eyes and call out your name 
But you can't hear me and things are no longer the same 
It’s crazy that I can't seem to find a way to let you go
How can you say goodbye to your heart and soul
Tears fill my eyes each morning 
I turn and hug my pillow tight 
Dreams of you had me tossing and turning 
Oh! How I wish you were here last night 
All I have are memories now 
Pictures in frames of you and dreams
Dreams of things that will never be
Of times that have come and gone 
And times that won't come at all
Because you’re gone and my heartbreaks
Forever will my heartache
Come back and take away the pain
Please rescue me from this drowning rain.

I can still remember that day
Before God took you away
Us making plans then making love 
Unaware of plans that destiny have made 
Stayed by your side on that night 
After that you gone
And watched you going away 
Held you in my arms and cried 
How hard it is to say goodbye
I've still not gotten over you 
That's something I might never do
How can I forget the other half of me 
The girl I gave my heart, eternally
Who I vowed to share all with
To Love, To Honor and To Commit
You’re gone and now I feel so alone 
my heart is no longer a happy heart 
I sit alone ,with my finger crossed
Praying that I'd follow you in my sleep
Craving your kisses, missing your touch
God I need you mattotui, so damn much

I know I'll meet you one day again
and will ask you why did u play this game ....
my life is shattered completely thrashed
why did you do this thats all i want to ask???